Suffice to say it's been a brutal few days.
All I will say is that Saxon was sick, she died in my arms and I'm still really upset. I'll be picking up her ashes on Thursday and then attending the funeral of a family friend's father. As I said, a brutal few days.
I now understand the idea of working, of concentrating on other things, to take your mind off tragedy.
I'm waiting for the third disaster, but I really hope it doesn't happen.